Thursday, 15 May 2014

Reading Material on Deserted Islands

May 15

3 Books you’d bring with you to a deserted island.

  1. My journal. (I can read old entries as well as write new ones).
  2. A Sandra Brown Novel from the later years. Not the ones that are just sex, but the mystery that also has good sex scenes. I'll need an easy and fun read.
  3. The Book Thief: I'm not finished it yet. I will choose any book I'm not finished to come with me. If by chance but the time I arrive at my deserted Island, I finish the book, I'll have the next one I'm reading. Maybe book three of Game of Thrones.

Either way. That's it. I'd also bring a pen for my journal.

Short one today.




Most of my ideas are coming from http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/03/march-24th-looking-forward.html It's leads to another blog where I found the ideas. My April onward details start with that post.
 
 
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Wednesday, 14 May 2014

Favourite Book

May 14

4 Things you love about your favourite book.

First with a link: I did a post about a week ago about my favourite books. Just as a starting off point.  http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/05/favourite-books-judge-me-if-you-must.html

Next I have to decide which book is my favourite because believe it or not, I REALLY don't know if I can pick an absolute favourite out of all of them. That's not fair. However, I'm going to pick one because I don't want to do it for all of them.

Oh! Actually, I'm changing my mind as I write this. I'm going to change the rules just a bit and write about the book I'm actually reading right now. It's going to be a favourite, I can pretty much guarantee that. I'll talk about the four things that are keeping me completely invested in it. So invested, that I've put the other books I'm reading down.

I've spoken about it before, and YES I'm still reading it. I don't read as much as I should. Usually just on lunches when I am not doing anything else.

Side note: I'm become obsessed with Veronica Mars on Netflix. I can't stop watching it. Thank goodness it's only three seasons. I've never watched it before.

So: four things I love about my current book.




  1. I love how much this book loves books. The main character (not the narrator) loves the written word, and she LOVES books. She's not the only one though. There are many characters in it who enjoy reading, and something about that is endearing to me.
  2. I love that Death is the narrator. I've never seen this done before, and he probably had a lot to do while Hitler tried to take over the world.
  3. I LOVE Max. The Jewish man who is fighting to live. He's trying so hard to save his own life, he's bitter, and upset that he has to ask and accept help, but he loves the main character, and she loves him back.
  4. Last, I enjoy the spoilers. That way I can get upset before bad things happen and not be shocked. Thanks to Death for that one. I don't know how things are going to happen, but I've been warned.
Now all I want to do is read it some more. I am going to have to take it home and read before I head to bed.

Most of my ideas are coming from http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/03/march-24th-looking-forward.html It's leads to another blog where I found the ideas. My April onward details start with that post.


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May 13 Money Money Money

Back to the writing prompts today! This was meant to be posted on the 13th, but I didn't get it done.


5 Items you would buy with a million dollars.

First of all, what wouldn't I buy with a million dollars? I mean, that would get me a lot more than five things. Especially because I'm cheap.

Bank stuff:
I would pay off my debt. The rest of my student loans, and pay off my condo in Whitecourt (and then sell it). (I'm counting all this as one.) I'd put some of it away in RRSPs so hopefully I'll never run out of money. (Right? I'd be smart).

I would buy two homes for C and I. One in Saskatoon and one in Ontario. That way, we'd have a place to stay while we visiting.  (I'm counting all this as one).

I would buy C and I tickets to Europe, and spend a month travelling there. We would move on to any other place I felt like visiting. I'm just starting with Europe because I haven't been there yet. Australia and New Zealand would be next. If I got the money before the summer, C and I could head to South Africa for my friend's wedding. If I get this money (I'm sure I will) later, I'll visit J and his wife, in whichever country they're in.  C and I could become the professional traveller I've always wanted to be. I would write during our downtime. Let's face it, neither of us would have to work, and I can publish my books as well from the road. I'd buy tickets for my parents and sister, and C's family for whenever they wanted to meet up with us on our travels. I'd spend a lot of money on family and friends.



I'd go shopping. Shoes, luggage, clothes, purses, glasses, sunglasses, books. I'd buy it. Just one shopping spree when money is not an option would be nice! I'd probably end up giving half of it away because travelling with 20 pairs of shoes is silly. I'd go shopping with my family and friends, and buy them stuff too!




I would donate A LOT to the Canadian Cancer Society Here  and the Alzheimer Society of Canada Here. Each year, I'd make a huge donation. I added the links in case any millionaires reading with money to spare want to donate.

That's five things. I'd also self publish my book if needed, and promote the hell out of it. I'd actually probably do that instead of one of the above, but I'm hoping by the time I win my 5 million dollars, I'll have already found myself a publisher.

And that's what I'd do with millions of dollars.



Also written on the 13th: Two Years since I met C.
My romantic Gratitude

Most of my ideas are coming from http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/03/march-24th-looking-forward.html It's leads to another blog where I found the ideas. My April onward details start with that post.


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©ErinLeahMcCrea All photos I share on my blogs are my own, please Ask Me For Permission Before Using Them.

Monday, 12 May 2014

Writing Update Monday

Writing Update:

Even though yesterday was basically a bit of an update about a writing experience, I still feel like I need more of an update. I have a lot to say, and more goals, and I think writing them down might help with that.

It's been a month since I sent my query letter and 20 pages of my manuscript away. I've waited for a month, and some days, I forget that I'm waiting. Kind of.

Even though I already sent the 20 pages, I decided something today. I've decided to edit it one more time. I know the editing is never done, but I feel it can use at least one more edit from me. I'm sure I will be making a few more changes, and that's fine to do while waiting. In other words, the new novel will have to wait until I try to perfect the older novel once again.

There are some parts that I love. For instance, the partial climax that I read out loud on Saturday night doesn't need a lot of changes. It was well written, and it does exactly what I want it to. It's a very emotional scene, and I feel that I got that across exactly as I wanted. In fact, after writing that part the first time, I had to stop writing, and take a breather. It was hard to write, but I am happy it turned out as it did.

I can't say that for all of the novel. I want every bit of it to be as good as that part. I might as well start now. I think it's good that I took this break before going back to it, even if that wasn't my intention.

While I'm at home, I'll work on more edits. It shouldn't make a difference to the publishers because they only have the first 20 pages. I can rework some of it while I wait. Nothing I do will change the outcome of the story.

I guess, I decided that I love my novel, and I want to make it as great as it can be so others can love it as well.

As for the second novel, I'm not going to start writing it right now. Especially since I'm editing, but I will start working on the plot and characters. Where they are now, and what's happening that we need to know. I didn't do that with the first, but I think it'll be necessary for this one.



Something I learned this weekend: I want a desk.
One more thing, I'd like to do with my writing is go back to short stories. It used to be all I would write. I have not written one in a long time, partially, I think because I don't know what to write about. I'm going to start writing non-fiction short stories. I have a lot of stories to share about my personal experiences, and there is no better way to do it. I'm hoping to start submitting them as well to magazines and writing contests. I want to get my work out there, and it will give me something else to write in my Query letter if I do.

I guess, although I didn't do as much writing as I had hoped this weekend, I received plenty of motivation for the future.

That's my writing update. I actually had a lot to say, and am glad I've planned it out on here so I can't forget what I'm doing.

Until next entry...

Erin


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Saturday, 10 May 2014

Guest Post for Mother's Day

Feature a guest post by a friend or family member.

Who better to do a Guest Post for me on this very special day, than the lady who birthed and raised me. She wrote it ahead of time for me.

My mom is my hero. I'll let you read her post, and than I'll do my own Mother's Day thoughts. AKA, raving about all the great moms in my life.


May 8, 2014
"Mother’s Day is almost here, so of course my mind turns to some awesome mothers I have been lucky enough to have in my life.

 I have to start with my Grandmothers.   Grandma B., born in 1899, was one of 8 children (6 girls), all of whom attended university at a time when even finishing high school was not the norm.  She was a tiny, loving, family oriented woman who raised 4 big active boys while helping  on the farm during the 30’s.  Grandma P. was another loving lady, who raised 3 children through some hard times.  She spent 2 months every summer with us at the farm.  We spent hours shelling peas, breaking beans, playing Canasta, etc.  Two caring, strong influences on my life.

Then comes my mom, who I lost almost a year ago.  She was brave enough to leave Edmonton and  join Dad in Saskatchewan, moving to the farm when their 3 children were very young.  She took an active part in the farm and community, growing a large garden, keeping the yard trimmed up and following kids and later grandkids to events all over the province.  While Dad was away at meetings of all sorts, Mom was home keeping everything running smoothly.  For many years she kept us all informed about the activities of family members far and wide.  In later life, suffering from Alzheimers, she still was able to adapt to whatever life sent her way.  Another loving, independent, encouraging influence.

My last great mom influence was my mother-in-law.  She was another strong, independent woman who opened her house and heart to family and friends.  She was supportive and loving from the first time I met her.

Reflecting on my own experience as a mom, I hope I have passed on some of the same strength, independence and love to my own wonderful daughters.  They are without a doubt my life’s greatest achievements." 
Nancy McCrea

I actually learned a few new things while reading this. I was always so proud of the fact that my Grandma Burton had a university degree in Chemistry, I didn't realise that my grandfather's Mom and sisters all attended university as well. That's great!

I have a bit to say (as always), and then I'll share some pictures (as always).

First of all, as we know, I am not a mother. I don't have kids. Sometimes, I'll admit, this makes me sad. I think I'd be good at being a mom. That doesn't mean I'm going to be one, and it doesn't mean I always want to be one. I love my life. No matter what happens, I love my life. I can't regret what I don't have. I make the choices in my life, and if in the end, (two years), I decide (along with C) to not have children, I'll be okay with that. I do think my parents would make WONDERFUL grandparents though, and I'm sad not to give them that chance. 

However, instead of being sad on a day to celebrate Mother's, I will be grateful for all the great Mom's in my life.

Starting with my mom. First of all, I am grateful EVERY DAMN DAY that she is my mom. Not just one day a year, EVERY DAY. I am so happy to have had the support, the encouragement and the love I did. Especially when I know not all kids get that. I still get it the support, encouragement and love.

My mom taught me to be the very best I can be. She taught me to be caring, and I think she kept me innocent as long as she could, and I'm grateful for that.

As I said, she's my hero. She reminds me to look at things differently, to consider other points of view. She teaches me new things, and reminds me to keep learning. She let me know when I was younger, and continues to let me know now if my behaviour isn't appropriate. (Shocking, I know). She tells me when I'm not being the best me.

She's strong, smart, independent, beautiful inside and out, and a role model. She also still looks about 45, so I feel like I'm going to be lucky as I grow older.

She taught me respect: how to be respectful to others, and that it is important to be respected as well. She respected me and expected the same in return.

My mom was strict, and I'm so glad she was. I wasn't so happy at the time, but I was raised right, and I didn't get away with a lot. That being said, I didn't really do a lot either as a teenager. As a shy teen, I didn't go to a lot of parties, so I didn't really test any boundaries. Although, I'm sure I tested them in other areas.

She helped me to be light hearted about life and taught me to laugh. I grew up knowing how to laugh at things, and even though I'm still learning, how to laugh at myself.


IF I do ever have children, I want to be a mom just like her.

Where ever I am in life, no matter what age I was, am or will be, I know my mom is there for me.

Just one more thing, she's also always encouraged my writing, and she was one of the first people to read my finished novel. I cried when she called me at work to tell me she had finished it and how proud she was of me. In fact, I'm crying a little bit now, just writing it. I'm in a sappy, love my mom, mood. It's that time of year, but I basically feel like that all the time.

Now some pictures.


This is my mom and dad on their wedding day. Before she was a mom.


This picture is one of my favourites. 

Mom and her friend headed up for an Air Balloon ride.

At an Alzheimer's walk.

Christmas
Having Fun.

My Grandma Burton was a great mom and grandmother. I'm thinking my mom learned a lot from her about being a mom. Grandma was fair, she was loving, she was strict, and she LOVED her family. She was most proud when she was talking about us (her kids and grandkids AND great grandkids).

I always felt really close to my Grandma McCrea. She laughed a lot, and she hugged a lot, and she was a nice and caring woman. She was strong, and independent. It was hard for all of us when she passed away. Nobody was ready for life without her.


There are so many other parents I can rave about. I'm going to cut it short though, as the real post here, is my mom's.

Long story short, I have a lot of great role models in my life.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Most of my ideas are coming from http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/03/march-24th-looking-forward.html It's leads to another blog where I found the ideas. My April onward details start with that post.


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Writing Retreat

Writing Retreat Experience: I will be writing this as I go along, and posting Sunday when I get home.

Friday, May 9
Night One:

I left work early so I wouldn't get here late. Getting out of town was a bit delayed because I had to pick up my car from the garage. Luckily, everything was good to go with it, and I left Saskatoon.

I haven't travelled anywhere on my own in almost a year so I actually really enjoyed the ride up. I thought a lot about the fact that driving is the only time I allow myself to completely disconnect from the world, other than what's in front of me (or who is with me) while driving. I spend a lot of time on social media, as we all know, and it's nice to take a break, listen to music and sing really loud without any worry in the world.

My Travel music. Was a free CD from work. Great singing songs. 


I arrived just in time for supper, and had a delicious meal after getting a tour of the building. Basically a serve yourself type meal. I guess most of their food is made or grown here.



St Peter's Abby is attached to St Peter's College, and is basically dorm room style or hostel style. This is what I see both directions when I look out my room.


However, this is what I see when I look out the window:



Rooms with beds, a desk, and a sink. There aren't a lot of distractions (yet).

Writing Desk
Beds: One for my stuff and one for me!

Sink and Bed

I met the rest of the Writing Retreat crew at supper. Ashleigh was the only person I knew. All of us make 7 writers. They asked me to talk a little about what I write. They all arrived last night, so I was the newbie of the gang. I told them I had written and edited my first novel, and it's been sent to a publisher. I described it quite well, slowly but surely I'm getting better at describing the plot in few words. They had questions about it, and all seemed interested.

Brought my writing glasses and everything.


It seems as though my writing style is a bit different than most. There are a few poets in the group, and more fantasy style writers. I feel a little out of my element, but I don't. We are all writers.

Tonight, we met in the common area at 9, and each read pieces that we wanted to share. The writing was great. Funny, interesting, intriguing. I can't wait to hear and read more from all of them.



I read a bit of my novel. I stumbled a bit, and saw changes I wanted to make, but I think I did okay. I read a bit from the first chapter, and appreciated the comments. There is an English teacher here, who told me she'd love to teach it (or show it) to her class. We discussed whether or not it was 'young adult'. I think it can be for sure. The narrator is 30, but that doesn't mean the book itself can't relate to all ages.

I already have planned which part I'll read tomorrow. The major drama/spoiler chapter.

Now, it's off to bed.

Saturday, May 10
Morning:

The beds are small, and because I am a brilliant tosser and turner, I had a bit of a fear I'd roll out last night. I did okay though. Something about the beds made me think of sleepovers at my Grandma and Poppy's house. The twin beds and all.

I didn't close my blinds last night, so my wake up call was the sun at 6 a.m. I fell back to sleep after sleepily taking a picture. I'll probably leave them open tonight as well. Living in a basement suite, and just finishing up winter, I quite enjoy the warm and fuzzy feeling of waking up to sun.



Breakfast was served at 8am, so I rolled out of bed around 7:45. I'll take any sleep in I can get.

Breakfast was delicious. There's something about a whole weekend of not cooking, and not having to decide what to eat.



After breakfast, a couple of us grabbed some peanuts to take to the birds. I guess, a long time a go, one of the Monks taught the chickadees to eat out of his hands, and the birds taught one another throughout the years, and the result is this:

Photo: Feeding chickadees. Quick way to get over a fear of birds. True story: that's my hand! #writingretreat

I actually am usually a little scared of birds, but I guess it appears, it's the bigger ones I'm not a fan of. This was pretty cool. That's two different birds in the pictures.




Then, I grabbed some more coffee, and headed to my room to write. Which means, it's time to stop blogging and start writing for the rest of my morning.

Also: Sometimes I get distracted. I get why people come up on Thursday night. That would give me Friday to be half distracted/half writing, and Saturday to full out write.

Opposite of writing...

Afternoon:

I didn't take a picture of the lunch, but I have to share this, the food here is great. Really great.

Since the afternoon is here, I will have a glass of wine while I write a little more, before heading out to hear a harpist. Oh... and not procrastinate.



As a side note, there are also some Romance Writers here. I'm finding them very interesting, and would love to eavesdrop on their creative sessions. They're all woman around 40 and up. I wonder if they are writing from experience, or writing about what they wish they had?

Another side note: I miss C like crazy. I'm still having fun, but it feels like he's missing, and every once in a while I feel very homesick for him. How's that for romance?

Went to see a harpist at 2. I've never seen one live before. Pretty cool, and she can play almost anything. Harps are expensive... that's what I learned. (25 thousand).



The music made me sleepy, so instead of coming straight back to my room, I headed out for a walk with some peanuts. I saw the graveyard they have. I'm not sure if this is morbid, I actually don't think it is, but something about graveyards intrigues me. Possibly because they're full of stories that I don't know.

And then, I made friends with a lot of chickadees and became a Disney Princess for 15 minutes.





I'm hoping this will work. I took some video as well.





I'm finding it hard not to blog. I'm not sure if it's a form of procrastination, or if it is something I've finally made such a habit, that I'm not used to being without it. I want to hit publish every time I update. Ah well, back to Kristy (aka, novel number 2). It's convenient that I can just switch back and forth between my novel and blog.

I think one of the things I like about this retreat is I don't always have to be social. I love talking to people and hearing about what they're doing, but it's also nice closing my door and writing (or blogging).

Evening:

Last evening here. Same sort of dealio as yesterday. Had supper. Then writing time. I went up to look at the view at the top floor of the building. Ashleigh showed me this great little nook, and I went to see it again.
I decided to take a quick shower before getting back to writing. I walked by a second bathroom, realising it was the ladies bathroom. I've been using the men's room all weekend. Classy as always. Haha.

I was almost a little disappointed. I thought we had run out of time to read tonight. I actually didn't know we would read at all, and wasn't expecting it last night. I am glad we did end up reading again tonight. I had the chance to read the most dramatic spot in the novel. It was great practice for me to read it, and to hear the reactions of others after I've read it. I know how I felt writing it, but until I test it out on people, I don't really know how they're feeling.

And now, I'm heading to bed because relaxing is exhausting.

Oh, and there's this: From this morning at 6 to just before 9 pm.

 Photo: Sun rise at 6, sun setting at 8:45. What a lovely day. #gratitude  #writingretreat

Sunday May 11th,
Morning:

Really, all there will be is morning posted, as we will be heading home after lunch. This entire stay cost me about $160, which seems like a great deal to me. I mean, no it's not an actual hotel, and we share bathrooms (in my case, I share both), but that also included delicious meals, nature, and the opportunity to write. I'd say it was a deal. 

Just heading to the 8 a.m. breakfast, and next I will either do some novel plotting... or take a nap. I haven't decided. Although, I could do both. I won't be able to fully decide until I have some coffee.

Waffles and fruit for breakfast. I'm really going to miss this place!

I also had one more walk before I started writing:


One more hour of writing, and then I'll eat one more meal and head back to real life. I'm looking forward to the next retreat.

I'm also looking forward to getting home to C. Miss him miss him miss him.

One more hour of plotting out my next novel. I've decided that I can't just dive into writing it like I did the last time. I've got to figure out where each of the characters are now. The first was easier because I had been thinking about the plot for years. This one will take a bit more developing and note taking. It's the perfect lunchtime activity because I can use a journal to write instead of my laptop. I can also write thoughts down at any time.

That's it for the longest post ever. If anybody has the chance, make sure to visit St. Peter's Abby. (Or go on a writing retreat!) 

Erin 

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Friday, 9 May 2014

Last post until Sunday

May 9th

Short and sweet one today. I've been busy working on my Mother's Day post. It still isn't finished, but won't be up until Mother's Day anyway.

I am off to my Writing Retreat after work today. I'm not positive if I'll have Internet so I can't guarantee any blogging over the weekend until I get home.

I'm pretty excited for my weekend of writing. I think it will be a great and new experience. I'm hoping to get all sorts of writing done, but not a whole lot of blog entry writing.

I'm also excited to not be stressed about anything because really, what can I do about it from a retreat? C can magically find us a place to live while I'm gone, and all will be good.

I am going to miss him. I'm such a dork, I've already forgotten what it's like when he goes off to work, and I will not be prepared for it when his work starts up again.

I was planning to do a prompt today, but I've spent too much time working on the Mom post, and have to get back to my day so I can be all ready to go with no work worries.

Have a nice weekend, everybody!




 
Most of my ideas are coming from http://erinisawriter.blogspot.ca/2014/03/march-24th-looking-forward.html It's leads to another blog where I found the ideas. My April onward details start with that post.


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©ErinLeahMcCrea All photos I share on my blogs are my own, please Ask Me For Permission Before Using Them.